My Life

So I'm not gonna front... I haven't felt inspired to blog in a LONG time (Jolie post excluded). Yet I feel awful cuz I think this blog is just too fly to go to waste. Not only that, it is often the only means through which some friends keep up with my life because the only thing that I've always worse at than my recent blogging is keeping in touch with people. Long story... I'm not a phone person.. I'm a see-you-when-I-see-you-and-it'll-be-just-like-we-saw-each-other-yesterday kinda person... Get me?

Anywho, basically what it comes down to is I need to bring you guys up to speed with my life. My life. In two one words. Fantastic.

Update 1
I love my job. I really do. I even love the people I work with. Working for the g.reen dot has been a great experience thus far.You guys already know that I'm a geek at heart... well what i love about the work is that I basically I feel like I'm always working on a business school case study or research project. What's different you ask? I cannot do the work in my bed in front the TV (darn)... BUT... that requirement of dressing up and commuting to an office comes with a paycheck (haaay!). So who's complaining? Not me.

Update 2
I'm single. Yes, Monsieur N and I are no longer a perfect couple. It would bring tears to my eyes if it had been a bad thing. There was nothing dramatic about it - simply a mature decision agreed upon by two adults. It came as a surprise to so many people but I believe it was the right decision. I am very happy with where I am right now in my life and I look forward to the future.

Ironically, I've actually become somewhat optomistic about a future relationship. I use the word ironically becuase I've gone through a series of interesting phases over the last few months. The first month I was anti-relationship and ANTI-marriage just because I was very cynical and starting to believe that they aren't worth the work. --To qualify that statement: I wasn't so much feeling this way as a result of the breakup but more so as a result of the fact that I know only two married couples that I actually admire. EVERYONE else's is screwed up in some way. I don't ever want to settle for something that is just OKAY or someone who makes me happy SOMETIMES. What's the point? I can do bad all by myself honey... but back to what I was saying-- the second month I was on my "Love is for Suckers" campaign. I wasn't yet willing to admit that I loved being in love. I just couldn't stomach some of the ups and downs that come with it. By the third month, I was finally on my I'm happy that there are people happy in their relationships right now but I'm happier that I'm happy that I'm not in one right now tip (sorry, that was a bit much - read it again for clarity!). Now, I'm content. I'm not looking but I'm not closing doors either.

Update 3
Last, I'm going to Jamaica for Christmas! One of my sisters(L) moved there at the beginning of the summer so two of my other sisters and I are heading down there to spend some quality time together... aka become beach bums and party every night.

For now, this is about all I can handle being uninspired and all.. but I hope this will tide you over until that next phase of inspirational blogging comes my way.

love ya!